Where should I begin? 11 1/2 years ago I conceived my first child. I was 18 years old, a college student, scared and clueless! 11 years later I stand with a mature 10(almost 11) year old who is preparing to leave elementary school and become a middle schooler. He is no longer a baby but a preteen who loves his independence and views his mother as a MOM and no longer as MOMMY.
Now I stand 30 years old and pregnant with my second child. The news that I was pregnant again came with a wave of emotions......I was shocked, excited, worried, nervous, happy, scared. Everything wrapped up into one. A week later and I find myself rubbing my belly with a huge smile on my face. I'd hate to call this a "do-over" so I won't....but what I will call this is a chance to "do-right".
I give myself a round of applause and a clap on the back for doing an excellent job with my first child but let's be honest...I was a teenager. I didn't really know what was going on. Now I'm 30 and I would like to think after taking care of my child and countless others that I am wiser :)...I have a career so I can afford more things this time around....but more than anything I now have a little "experience". Instead of being scared and clueless I am looking forward to this baby. My little deuce! Here's my journey and welcome to my world
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