Welp it is December 1st. It has come and it is leaving and guess what? I'm still preggo! I dont know why I am so surprised......I'm scheduled to be induced Monday but I was holding out to the little glimmer of hope that Paige would come around and be born on her due date. Silly me! I started having contractions at 9 am and I could not have been happier. They stayed steady for six hours....six freaking hours! They came every 20 minutes and then nada. Boy words can not express just how disappointed I was. I tried to mask it. To the outside world I looked like this
But on the inside I felt like this
I needed a hug in the biggest way but was too upset to say so. Instead I drowned my misery in a cheesy burger from TGIFridays and a gooey dessert. Finally the contractions started back up about 3 hours later but they did nothing but piss me off. Another glimmer of hope occurred when I went to the hospital at 11 pm. Once again the contractions were faithful...just not faithful enough for me to head to my delivery room. I was sent home. Such is life. I know one thing...I cannot wait for this pregnancy to be over with!
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